I laugh at myself everytime I read thru my old entries. My english's so terrible!! Grammatically incorrect in so many ways! I bet u laugh at me too.

Ytd, when he turned his back and walked away from me, I felt a sense of abandonment. Left and stuck in a muck that I wish would just morph into clear water. I don't ever want to feel that again. Ever.

Please, noone reprimand me abt personal ties.

I wanted to give up, just do my part and leave the rest to do whatever they wish. I've tried, I really have, but my efforts seem to go around unnoticed.

To practially everybody, my every sort of effort goes unnoticed.